The Desolate One's blog: "A World of Hidden Thoughts and Emotional Loss..."

"I Can See the Truth" I can only speak for the concious thought that I carry within me on a daily basis... I see your face... I feel your hands... I feel you surround me as if we were standing side by side... Hand in hand... As if it was meant... I am afraid of you... I fear being alone... I fear that you are only in my mind... I fear that you are a dream... I fear that your eyes are laughing at my words... I fear you... I fear being alone... I know what i want to say, but I can't... I want to say it but the dilemma of a past that has destroyed the trust that the average mortal would carry from talking to a person... I live my life day by day... Step by step... Tear by tear... I feel you deserve to be saved... I feel that you have earned that respect... Only asking for you to want what you feel you deserve... But never saying a word for fear of the same rejection that has haunted your life and ravaged your withered soul... A broken life with no where to turn... Alone... A weakened heart that wants to give in to the torment it has suffered for so long... Almost giving up out of frustration because of the repeating pattern that has cursed your existence... Living in the shadows of a life that you did not want to believe was your own... A life you didn't ask for... "How could God let me hurt?"... A question quickly answered through your own words, thoughts, eyes, past, present, and unknown future... Tears of pain... Fear of loneliness... Tears of sorrow... Broken and surviving only out of instinct but as each day passes, little by little, losing that battle... Dying slowly inside because there was no one to turn to... No one that could see the you behind the shell that you presented to this world... Shhhh... No more tears... No more fears... Look in the distance... Just reach out your hands... Reach out with your heart... Feel my soul surround you to protect and help find that you that you once loved... The you that was almost forgotten... To find that world inside your fantasy that you would not let yourself believe you could ever have... No more tears... Fear of loneliness... Nevermore... Look at me... Listen to my words... Feel my touch... Release your soul in our embrace... You no longer have to fear change... I stand there with you... No more tears... I will hold your hands... No more tears... I will help your soul... No more tears... I will be with you even when I am not there... No more tears... I will show you a guiding light in that world that you gave up on... No more tears... You deserve that world that lives in your fantasies... No more tears... I promise to never let you hurt... No more tears... I promise to show you the truth that you, in your mind, could see... The truth that for so long, only you could see and understand... That truth that escapes the comprehension of the easily amused puppets that this calls mankind... The world you were afraid of facing alone... No more tears... Trust in this soul... A soul that, in a sense, is as Torn as your own... A soul that can see inside you... Now you know you are not alone... Release your soul to me and let me in... Hold me close and feel my heart beat as our hearts beat as one... Look inside to that place that you closed off for so long out of frustration and the belief that it would never come to you... You are my Angel... Believe in my words... Believe in my heart... Believe in me... No more tears... An Angel that has begun her rebirth... Her assention to a place she never thought would exist for one such as yourself... Your past is there and always will be... Just know now you CAN feel... You do have a heart of your own... You are who you have always wanted to be... Show me the real Angel that wants to come forth and spread her wings... Free the soul that has always been inside waiting for her day to FINALLY accept the truth of what YOU believe you know exists in your heart but was always afraid to express only because the world around you was never capable of understanding and interpretting... Release the Angel that was afraid of being the outcast... Release your fear of being alone... As long as this Angel, this Angel that has been reborn within me, can breathe a mortal's air, I will never leave your soul... I see the you inside... I want to know you... I want to see that smile that you thought was gone... Show me your soul and I will show mine... As long as you can finally free your soul and breathe that beautiful sigh of relief... No more tears... No more tears of pain... Let me be your companion through the new life that should expose and bless this desolated, unhappy, carbon copy world that lives to feed its own ego out of the arrogance of creating clones... I will stand with you... Please, wipe away those past tears of pain... wipe away those fears of the heart... I can see where you are... I am there... I... Now, until you need me no longer, will be, YOUR shadow of the night... I will be your comfort... I AM your Dark Angel of Protection... An Angel that in your pain you saved... You saved me... You saved my soul... I want your soul to see the bliss of true happiness... Please... Search my words... My words are my heart... I want those tears of pain to disappear... I want to take you to a place that you have only dreamed of... You deserve this change... Please let me in... No more tears from this Angel who's beauty has captured and shown my soul that the world I chose to forget does exist... The choice is yours... No more tears... Strength in the lost era of a world of torment that tortured yours and my own soul, forgetting what a future could hold or be, due to the struggles of not having another that was capable of seeing what can't be seen... I can see... Believe my words, I CAN SEE... You are my Sweet Angel of Destiny... Breathe...