i am a sarcastic female who hates her life.
i see the world as pathetic, ugly, and cold.
i hear what no one else hears or feruses to hear.
i see black roses on top of a freshly dug grave.
i try and pretend to be what people would like me to be.
i feel the weight of the world on my chest.
i touch everything, but nothing at all
i worry that my life will soon be over.
i stand alone in my thoughts.
i am a true individual.
i soar above the rest on silver and black wings of fire.
i stand alone in my feelings and beliefs.
i understand the true meaning of life.
i know what its like to loose friends and family.
i try not to feel the pain of friends who are dead
i try not to think of those i've lost.
i see the world as it truly is.
i understand what most don't.
i see what everyone else sees.
i see what they don't see.
i hear what everyone else hears.
i hear what they don't.
i speak the way they all do.
i speak differently than them.
i am a lost soul who's glass world shattered long ago.
01-06-03
ok a word about this one i wrote it in high school as a poem for a class and the teacher almost had a heart attack reading this....he had to sit down to finish it and he was reading it out loud which made it all the much better a noisy classroom completely hushed by the third line.....nate shoudl remember that i think he was actually in class that day...but i pulled it off the top of my head in 10 minutes and the reason it is i am i think etc that was the format it HAD to be in s