I am no longer able to look at your eyes
Just a friend in the end just a heart filled with lies
Telling the voice to let the thoughts go
But it laughs cus the past is all that it knows
A smile I give you it all seems alright
Ten thousand fluzies that fill voids in my life
I am no longer able to watch as you smile
While I keep my heart vacant, filled with denile
The fear of lost friendship still has me chained
Laughing as this truth becomes you then shame
A heart left in darkness as cold as the stare
A permiscuous look suddenly fades to a glare
I am no longer able to be who you know
When I feel out of place face to face its a show
I cant watch left to wonder if the feelings the same
Im picking up words and the courage to play
But the games have now ceased I just need to know
Are the feelings the same or should I pick up and go