Well you know that saying, "if you love them let them go, if they come back it was meant to be, if they dont it was never meant to be." Well I never would have beleives it, but almost 6 years ago I met the most wonderful man, we were together 2 1/2 years, plan to be married and everything. But I got scared, I was only 17, I know that isnt an excuse but that is what happened. I went to a friend and shit got out of hand, before anything really happened I stopped it. I came home and told him everything, I thought that we were ok and but I didnt know that he was having a real hard time with everything. He in turn decided that he was going to do the same to me, the only problem with that is that the girl he chose, really cared about him. We would try to make things work, but she always ended up pregnate, everytime he would go back, I dont know what was the truth and what wasnt. But I found out that I was even carrying his child. But I never told him, and he left to be with her. I ended up losing my baby girl, I finally told him that I was pregnant and that I lost her, he wasnt too happy that I waited so long to tell him and that I was by myself when everything happened. I caught her in one lie. She was pregnate by her husband at the time and told my boyfriend that she was pregnate by him now, not knowing alot about women, he didnt know if that was possible, I asked her about it and she just laughed. But in the end they ended up really have a baby, and getting married, why I still dont know, I get too many different stories. But this past June, he called, funny how it was always June that he contacted me, and told me that they split up, and we ended back together. I couldnt be happier, I know that in my heart that had we not split then that we wouldnt be as happy as we are now. I cant wait till we get married.
