confusion and hurt
Current mood: disappointed
I just don't understand, no matter what I do, everytime I let someone in and care about them, I get hurt. I am tired of it. It's not fair. I am not perfect, I have never said that I am, nor will I ever, but I really don't think that I deserve all the pain and hurt that I get. I work my ass off to try and better myself and my daughter and all I get in the end is pain. Does it ever end? Can't help but think it doesn't, that this is just how it will always be. I really hope not though.
