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Diguested I will sit here and write, To get it all out!!
I should not have to fell this way, betrayed, lost confused by other people and the life choices the chose!!
Can you make your way outta a dark hole? Can you pick yourself up and make your life right!!
Seams like no matter how hard I Try to make new woman friends it never works out!! They are devious and sneaky** not saying that men do not do this to!!** But when i See deception in front of me should i say Nothing or should i spill what is in my heart!
I spill!! NOT only do i spill i get angry when someone else treats someone bad!! Why cause they did not give you the action you thought you deserved maybe if you where a better person!! Outside and in, You would have what you need! Or deserve!!!
YOU DON'T CHEAT!! HATE CHEATERS HATE THEM SO MUCH MAKES ME PISSED OFF!! THERE ARE NO REASON FOR CHEATERS!! AND THERE IS NO REASON TO DO THAT TO ANYONE!!!! I MEAN HOW HARD IS IT TO JUST TELL THE TRUTH!!!
I was waiting for the truth it never came!!! So now i sit and wonder to my self!
How people can turn there back so easily at life and betray there friends! And people who cared for them and gave them there all!!!
My world is simple i love to clean and cook and my kids and my life!!! I Don't want drama or sneaking around it would make my stomach sick, i just in myself could not deal with that!!!!!!!!!
So now i sit here depressed thinking of the little girl who gets to grow up in this mess and how she will turn out!! I hate myself for this guilt but i could not let this pass by!!
Cleaning the house was the first!! Being messy is not my thing! I can get very demanding of all who live in my house for cleanliness! I guess my posters did not work or never read!! Dealt with that!!((although being I have been outta surgery for 2months now!!))
Then I let that goooooooooooooooooooooo
Because of the help I received with transportation! But it was not justified when i find out this person not only was involved with my best friends yes with a S, but a stranger off here????Is it to hard to say your in a relationship and you do not cheat!! I guess it was:( Now i am sad for my friends, I am sad for that little girl!!
And for the person who did this
I AM SAD FOR YOU!!!
I hope you get your life together! I hope you can do this for you and your daughter and work through the many issue you have at such a young age brings! I hope you find peace and whatever you seek!!
Remember you had a good life and you blew it!!!! Start Over! Maybe this time you wont be such a fuck up!! You still have lots of life to live and grow and so I say goodbye to another one who came in and out with lies and hurt goodbye! I can not and will not have any regrets!! I can not for my kids sake! I don't want them to think that was a normal relationship between two people! I want them to know there is love and real love! You just have to work on it!
so in retrospect i am done!!!!
Pome**Cheaters**
When a relationship of love is developed, a bond of trust is formed. There is an unspoken agreement that the two of you are committed to each other and that you will not see other people. When one of the members of this sacred bond choose to be intimate with another person, they are not only cheating their lover but they are cheating themselves as well. They are breaking their own bond of trust. In most situations, when a person cheats, it is not because of affection for a new lover. Rather, he may be searching for what is missing in his present relationship.
