I can't tell you how I'm feeling..
Words won't come to mind.
Emotions eating at my heart...
I guess, maybe, I'm dying inside.
I'm lost in utter confusion..
Perhaps that's how I feel.
Trapped in a nightmare...
Of something much to real.
I sit here, alone..in silence..
Thoughts racing through my mind.
Feeling like I've lost my world...
Why must my heart and mind collide?
You tell me that you're sorry..
For what you've done to me.
But sorry doesn't make it better..
It only puts your mind at ease.
I want so much to love you...
The way I did just yesterday.
But my mind won't set me free..
And the pain won't fade away.
The wounds are fresh, I know.
It will take time to heal.
But how can we move forward..
When secrets you conceal?
Subconsciously, I knew you lied..
But I made myself deny..
I never thought you'd be the one..
To watch me die inside.