Have you ever been so hurt before that you feel it all the way down into your soul and dont think that you could be hurt anymore than that? I have and its not a great feeling. I recently found out a few things about the "man" i was in love with, the one man that i gave my heart to after all this time of holding onto it. After convincing myself that he was someone i could trust not to hurt me, the one man that i thought truly cared for me. I was so wrong. I found out he had been sleeping with 2 other people other than me. I also found out that he said that I made him tell me he loved me. He said that I was crazy, yeah i was crazy and stupid for believing him. To top it all off labor day weekend when i went camping with my family he went to my house and spent the night. he tried to sleep with my best friend who was down visiting from minnesota. Do you know how bad it hurts when the man that your in love with would rather have your friend than you. After all those promises he made to me, after all the talks we have had, after all the time we had spent together. Am i supposed to trust another guy with my heart? am i supposed to just let this go and forget about it so i can move on? If so how am i supposed to do that? someone please tell me.
