I have been feeling so low the last few weeks.As some of you know I lost my job as a med-aid,a job I loved.To make ends meet I got a job working at a 7/11 like place and my hubby started looking for work.For a time we both had jobs him a part time and me a full time job.But even with both of us working we still didnt make what I was making befor I lost my job.......Then it looked as if our everything was going to be ok!!!!My hubby got a new job that pay well,but we are very very backed up on the bills may have things truned off.Nothing we cant live with out just the net for a bit...........Then the week of x-mass the owner of the place we have lived in for the last 4 years calls want wants to have someone look at the place b/c he is thinking of buying it!!!!!!!!!!!So he comes over looks at the place and says if he dose buy it we will be renting it to us.After he and the owner go I get to thinking it was all a put on so the owner can have a look at the place to see that we are keeping it up(we always have,but the rentel co. has been telling the owner a lot of shit and they have been let go by the owner for the lies they where telling).I put it all out of my head and i start thinking of my son who needs to go see the docs to have more work done in the 1st part of this year.I get a call last week saying that the owner is puting the pace up for sell so i need to have it ready for pics and all so they can list it......So in the last week I have had a ton of people in and out of my HOME.As some of you know I dont like having people I dont know in my space,but then again who dose?I was hoping to go to cal. to see fam. and friends but now the tax money I was going to pay off my bills and go down on has to go to geting into a new place..that is if we get it in time befor he sells the place...To top it all of tonight someone I was chating with on myspace where I have to real pics of myself removed me from there friend list after I sent them a pic of myself like they asked me to do.I had told them from the get go I was married and only looking for friends he was cool with it.....My head hurts and I want to go cry,so I think Ill go lay down.....
