How i feel i feel like rock thats nothing but her husband and kids i feel like this all the time becasue of what mom did to mewhen i was a teen ager i was always upset with my self didnt want to be bother buy anyone excepct myself becasue the way my mom did me then when i got out of school in 1996 i still felt that way intell this really nice man eric came and talk with me and he swept me off my feet i felt really good to see someone that understanding and know what i was going throught he has been thier for me and my dad that pass away and i am still taking that hard to and when i was a teenager i wanted to kill myself becasue i felt like know what me intell i meet eric and he is a very nice sweet husband when you need him he is here