Sweetfox FuEngaged to MRMost's blog: "How can this happen"

To those of you who know me on a more personal level, you know that this video hits home for me. I refused to allow my precious angel to end up like this precious one. Even at the risk of disappearing FOREVER to keep her safe. There is no cost to high to keep our children safe. More people must stop turning there heads the other way and make a stand. Our struggle was testing and seemed hopeless. Even in the darkest tunnel there is light, there IS hope. If you can acually watch this vido and not be mved ~ shame on you. Our children are our future!!!!!! I have never expierenced a high like the love that I feel for my angel from heaven, my Taylor. A kiss a hug or even in silence simply when she smiles at me. I can not imagine the feeling of losing a child. And I am asked often why I chose to stay happy and with myself and my duaghter. This is the answer. Nothing is worth the risk. I was not blessed with er for her to be # 2 in my life, she will remain # 1 always and forever

I have been up and down all night long wondering how in the hell a father, any father can simply just not show up to pick up his 4 year old daughter for for # 1 his weekend and # 2 Fathers day weekend. This has happened to my little girl this weekend. Despite the fact that she is better off not being with him, I am ashamed that his hatred for me ( the ex wife) could cause him to just simply not share this day with her. The same way I am going to share this day with my father. Who is to say the least the picture perfect daddy... Yes at 35 I am still his little girl and he will always be my daddy. He is my Hero~ I am very burdened and hurt at the lack of heart and concern for such a precious child. His own blood. She knew he was supposed to come and asks me why didnt he come? I told her I did not know... she replies " because he doesnt like me mommie" WTF.... How dare him !!!!!! Another mothers day for me , like everyday !