She NEVER come back.
She is one of my friend, sunddenly died last two weeks, one year older than me. I dont know how i put this, i feel like i m isolated to another world that close to her. I pretend to be ok in front of people, but still cant get over it. Alive life suddenly disappeared without any clues and words, well she was so strong and dynamics, how could this be?
My mind keeping running without a break, its going to explode, should i learn to be tough like LARRY FROM THE EDGE OF RAZORS? To be a nazarite or love people without any selfishness? Im too weak to taste it again.