As i look into her eyes i see the spark of love,the love that will never be forgotin the love of only friendship can bring, As she looks into mine she sees the tears of a brokin heart...About to tear away forever but well always be rembered..
As i look around myself i see the love from one another..People love each other and they show it in front of me..Holding hands,kissing,getting married..They are having there happy endings but the one question that comes to mine is when can i have my happy ending? will i ever see one or will i die alone..
As i walk throw the door with the light i see the happniess..The happyness i know i will never have..The kind eveyone wants and gets, But here i stand out in the cold..Knowing i will never have that in my life..As i see those happy faces throw the clear glass i have to wounder how it may feel..I want to have that happyness in my life..But i sit here knowing i love her with all my heart, And she cant even give me a friendly smile..Love is a carzy thing..We all want it but only a few get it..Why do we have to all want the samething?? Why cant we just live life to the fullest and not want that love? As I set here and wounder i will never now the full happyness.. The one?? Where is she for me? The one who could give me the love i need? O Where O Where Is She????
I am just a smiple boy, with a smiple life.. As i see the world before me with arms wide open knowing hurt is around the the other side..Knowing at any givin time i will be hurt once again.. So why should we look ahead for the hurt.. The hurt that makes us cry.. The hurt that makes us wounder what if that didnt happen where would i be..As i am here knowing life can go either way i know the one person who can change it all, The one who sets back and watchs and does nothing.. As we pray to him and ask for help we never get.. The world can change at hes finger tips and he does nothing about the hurt.. So why should we look ahead knowing we will be hurt?? Why keep going and going?? There for all i can say is watch out.. The big HURT is comeing for you.. In some shape or form it will get you as he does nothing to help...???
As I see her standing there i cant help but to wounder if the feeling is the same..She looks at me as a friend, But i know i want it to be more..The head games we go throw, the toying with feelings..Feelings where o they come from? Why do we have to have the feeling of a brokin heart? Why cant the only feeling we have is the happyness of life??Why O Why?? We ask god these things and he does nothign to help... As i look into her eyes i see only a friend.. When she looks into mine she sees the tears of sadness.. And the only thing that can help is her love.. Knowing i will never have the love i want, just a friend.. Which way should i go?? Should i just run or stay?? Should i just move on or should I be the best friend i can be to her?? But what if i make the wrong path for my life?? How can i live with that on my chest all my life?? O Why O Why do we have the feeling of hurt??
As we cuddle togther and sleep the only thing i can think of is are ''YOU THE ONE''?? THE ONE for me to hold intill we die?? The one I will love forever?? As i watch you sleep I know as of right now you are the one i want to love and be with for as long as i live..As I rub my fingers throw your hair i cant help to think what would happen to me if i lost you forever..Would i just die?? Or would i move on and forget it ever happen?? But i know you are the one right now.. But as i rub my eyes as i awake i know the feeling was only a dream... I know the feeling will never happen to me..As i awake i know that feeling can only last in a DREAM.. But why??
I set here woundering if I should let you have the key to my heart? The key that will open the door so i may love once again..The key that keeps me from lovin noone..As i set here and wounder that one saying ''What if''... What if i keep the key and never let you in, where would i be ..What if you keep the key close to your heart.. What if you open the door and love me for a little while, Then close the door just as easy as you opened it?? Or would you slam the door closed and hurt me even more?? ''What if'' that phase we all wounder...
