im so hollow inside
it like my soul just died
all i do is smile and lie
when all i want to do is cry
i hold my head up
when all i want is my life's blood in a cup
i swallow my hatred knowing theres no place
its the only thing i can do to save face
im hollow again
is it because of all my sins
am i some demon given form
like lightning from a storm
i watch all these happy people
i watch all these sad people
i watch all the people
i hate that im not one
i wake up from my nightmares of hell
i feel nothing
i wake up from my life
i want nothing
i wake up from this world
i am nothing
this is slowly going out of control
its all i can do to get out of my hole
theres a void inside me
something only i can see
i hide inside myself
because i dont have a heart anymore
its stuck on a shelf
where i left my souls core
im so terrified
i cant help myself
i can only help others to fill the void
i can only try to help everyone in the hopes that i will help myself
