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created on 06/03/2007  |  http://fubar.com/blah/b88262

high bored at 2am

was bored, zoned out and started to right, nothing special. just words, thoughts and feelings down with words i don't see things clear anymore, the breath is slowing down and the pace of thoughts seeking truth, can't keep falling, i am not listening to the words you say, their no longer welcome at my door, what you want me to say, i never say, this is just a game that i can't play. You can't keep fighting, the wind blows in a different direction then before, can't keep wondering if life is worth dreaming threw, for i can't see the world no more in this horrible place, please kick down my door. My face is burned inside your head, for the taste of pain runs threw the vains of not understanding my fate, you keep falling, i am not here to subject your life like you adore. The race of not knowing that the game is so mudan. for it never makes you happy, you can't keep falling, i am not here to save you anymore. For what you want me to be, i never be, We seem to be trapped inside this glass wall, and if it keeps going, the world will fall, For i am not listening anymore, i don't see you anymore.Echo's fade to the sound of a dying heart. There is no tears left to cry, the laughter died long ago deep inside. The soul is one hide, i remember when all the games ended, when the lies begin and the truth ended, for i just watched it walk away, I am so empty with out you. I am so unclean, the world is better off without me, deep down the bleeding, tearing me apart, the thought of the pictures of roses, dead and wilted, to you its nothing, for everyhting is nothing. I am so ugly, the world is better off with out me. The screaming, the beatings, is tearing me apart. AS beautiful as the world is, your wicked to me. your the darkest dream of endless hope crashed to the floor, There is no reason to fly, when death gets you that high. the echos leave, its over now. my mind laughing at me, why is it that we are always one to blame, for its burning within me, i am the one that walks his path, i can feel the life going threw me, the anger deep down never fades away. I will never take this thing burning me, I am the one that will make it last, betrayed, I feel so fucken inslaved, insane, and i am sick of this, swollen time, another way to break your mind. Confusion of order, for i am the one that choose my path, i hope my will can last. i am alright, it spinning around and around, i am lost and won't be found, i am beating you down, deep in the ground, scream and make sounds, its all in the ground.so i come play, its all falling away from me, so far from me, so i am going to bring it all down. There is a time to come, there is a time to change, it all makes it so, life is changing always, the world is rearranging, i will be strong, just stand by me, so we don't fight everyday, i only seem to hide my pain, but i have so much left to say, the greatest part of our soul, was as soon as you were born, was other half of my soul, like an angel from above, and seem to be true love. I have a new faith for life now, i feel as if i belong now, just pray for you, or life fights will never say good bye, it always so much left to take, i can't believe its true, my heart beats for you son, just open the eyes again, so i can feel again, will you be there even when its all gone and broken, oh save me now, i need to be free, my life is one failure, with emptiness inside, but i only need you to open my mind, you make me feel again, it won't break down, for i am saved now, it takes time. If i can see again, threw the walls of dark, i can feel again. We are nothing but dust in the wind, dust in the wind, the peircing scream, of a dream going threw my hand,And before you know, your awake, Your lifes are broken wide, it was no mistake, before you know, your awake, for we are nothing but dust in the wind. Life is a water fall, always points towards the rivers, swimming threw void, you hear the words, cause we are the ones that want to fade, always want to stay, never want to go, always want to play, never want to lose, just fates luck to choose, here we are, in this sky, looking down in river we call life, seeming threw void we hear ourselfs, we are just dust in the wind, where we are, seems to only lose small minds, but in the end it free your souls enteral cry, for the words of the wise man, so up high, we are just dust in the wind, free your mind, let the wind carry you off.
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