I don't know why
but i feel like im living one big lie
at least when im around certain people
i love you with every part of me
but please baby don't ask me why
i can't explain it
there are no words or explanations
i don't know why i love you
or when i started loving you
but i know i do now
im not sure if i could still see
myself with you in a year or two
i try not to think like that
every other time i have it seems to have
jeopardized the relationship
i know you're heart has been broken many times before
but don't you know that mine has as well?
im afraid to get close to you and let you know
whats really in my heart but
i don't want to push you away
and i don't want to wind up hurt again
im really messed up and confused
im sorry thats how i am
then again you're confused as well
maybe neither one of us is ready for a relationship at least with eachother
maybe you should get back together with your ex
it would definetely kill me but it
might be all for the better
i don't want to hurt you and i know
you don't want to hurt me
i just don't know what to do
everythings so confusing
whatever happens just know that ill always love you babe.
november 8, 2004
