Kaos X's blog: "Hi"

I guess its about time I wrote about this cause lately it has been on my mind. Most people who know me now that most of my life I have lived with my grandparents and always asked why didn't I live with my mom. And I tell them it was my choice. There was no problem with me living with my mom I just chose to live with my grandparents. Then they would ask the question I would dread the most. They would ask me about my dad. To this day I still don't know what to tell people when they ask about him. I know where he is but there are a few things I don't understand. I have never been able to ask him how he could be a father to my brothers and sisters but not me. I didn't ask for this, nor do my kids. Its almost like he never cared what happened to me. The part that sucks the most is as much as I say I don't care I do and it bothers the hell out of my mom cause she hates that is happening. Oh well it is his loss. I have to kids who I love to death and they have a family that will love him back. So I am finally happy.

My kids are crazy. They are always running around screaming like they are on a sugar high and they never slow down. Its hard to keep up all the time. Now they are running around again eating cereal. Oh well, I remember those days and now i see how it looked to my grandparents. The only difference is I have two kids and they only had to watch me. BOO GIGGY!!!!!

Last night me and two of my friends when to the WWE No Mercy PPV. I had a blast. Still pissed off that King Booker won. After the ppv was over we went to waffle house and continued the fun there. All in all I would say last night really fun and maybe i might go to the one ppv in richmond in december.

ok so a friend of mine called me today thinking that he was call his dad. The first thing he said dad. So I told him I was not his dad and he said sorry. I thought it was really funny because the kids and my boys daycare all call me daddy when I come to pick up my kids. So everyday I show up they are like DADDY!!!!. So that is how I got the nickname.