Sometimes I have to truly wonder what the internet is. Is it a tool or an escape. Most the time it is both but sometimes it is an enabler to emotions that you just don't want to deal with. Along with having to let things go and know that nothing can or will get out of control. I don't know I am rambling I see certain things and I am bombarded by feelings that I don't know where they came from or what exactly to do with them so I sit and think. Then I write it usually in a blog. It then for the moist part goes away. But some of those thoughts are always sittin in the back of my mind. I look and I watch and inside I tell myself that things are OK. Are they?? Well that is it for now. Got other things to go explore and look around.