Hello, everybody!
I had a few issues with my boyfriend who hid his visiting of porno sites...when I was away for couple of days.
When I first discovered that secret and told him about...he felt really embarassed.. so did I! He said he had some problems in bed these last days and decided to check this out?!? He still doesn't feel like telling me the truth which vexes me so much! I think it's quite obvious what was his reason to viex all these many many pictures of nude fucking people. Obvious...curiosity, obsession of sex, etc. just like the most of the men. Shame, I really beleived he was really really DiFFErent! But..not exactly!
I honestly hate when people lie to me or not admit the whole truth but only say a part of it! As a Jehovah's witness in his past (for over 35years of his life!)and still keeping the same beleives concerning that religion (more or less) he says that it's hard for him to talk about this kind of things. This is very strange to my opinion..because he felt Happy with the porno pics but pretends to be unable to discuss this subject! The entire story hurt me a lot and remains still the same Tabou! I feel vexed and don't know how to make him feel free to share his interests.
His behaviour is perhaps still the same but mine changed a lot, I feel like... I almost don't care about him anymore only because I a kind lost my trust in him. I don't feel comfortable with all his secrets..hence, I don't consider myself as Steve's girlfriend. Only because of that lack of trust installed between us! : ((((
How to react to the porno which upsets me so much!!! :((((
Thanks a lot to everybody who is ready to advice me a bit! : )
Kisses & cherries
