My vision clears as a tear leaves my eye
Just laying here thinking, 1,000 thoughts in my head
I want to get up but I stay here instead
My mind feels heavy and so does my chest
You've broken my heart, just like all the rest
I thought you were different but I was so wrong
You set up the games while I played along
Now I'm so hurt inside
I blink again, a silent tear
In my mind I know I shouldn't cry
But still I do and here I lie
Staring up, wondering where we went wrong
How could you break me, I thought I was strong
My body feels cold now, more clouds float by
My breath has slowed, I don't want to try
I don't want to stop what I've already done
I've just finished your work, you've probably won
You've broken my spirit, my heart, my soul
And now I'm dying and no one knows
Someone will do to you what you did to me
And they'll break your heart, you wait and see
Maybe you'll know why I acted that way
Why I was so "bitchy" and cried everyday
The reason I yelled and got all upset
The things I knew but inside I kept
After she hurts you and breaks your heart
The pain you feel will be a start
But it won't even compare to what you did to me
And now there's no way to make you see
You could have saved me, you should know not its true
Its all the little things you needed to do
You could have told me how you felt
Tried a little harder to make my heart melt
Or surprised me with something I didn't expect
You should have shown me a little respect
Instead of yelling at me, making me number two
You could have saved me from what I chose to do
You didn't even care that you were killing me inside
I couldn't take it anymore and so here I lie
It hurts now to breathe, every breath is like work
I think to myself, "I'll show this jerk,
But I've just got things on my mind that you can never know
I just hope that you tell them what you did to me
Let them know the kind of guy you are, the way it used to be