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**Yes, I'm very honest...probably too honest, but this is me**
I do not like odd numbers. In fact, everything I do has has to be done evenly. Yes, I know it's very OCD like.
I still have not mastered the microwave. Either I undercook things or overcook them. Actually cooking in general does not go well for me, but I really want to get it right. Practice makes perfect! My Mom and I always cooked together, so if I had a question I could ask her. Cory's (my last ex boyfriend) Mom bought me a cookbook. Yay!
I like to take pictures and I will sit in front of my webcam and take pictures of myself in various poses or different hair styles. Cory said I take way too many pics because I wanted to take pictures of him and I together every day. I can't help it. I love to take pics and then post them online!
My senior year of high school (1994) was absolutely the best and I wish I could go back to those days.
I'm a big kid at heart and I would much rather be around kids then adults any day. If I go to someone's house I can usually be found on the floor playing with the kids :-)
I can't stand that I have gray hair (it's hereditary) and I am in desperate need of getting highlights. Because I have dark hair the gray really stands out. Hate it!
I have low self esteem and I'm very self conscious of my body because of everything I have gone through with my health. I lost weight very quickly and then the steroid medicine that I was put on made me gain weight too quickly and it changed how I look physically. I wear 4X shirts to cover up even though it probably draws more attention to me and makes me stand out even more. I recently got what I call my "skinny" jeans and some shirts that are more low cut. People say that I look a lot different in those clothes.
I am a people pleaser in every sense of the words and I have a very difficult time saying no. I worry way too much about what other people think about me. I want everyone to like me.
I "lied" to everyone about being a virgin when I really wasn't. Everyone assumed that I was a 31 year old virgin and I didn't know how to come clean about the truth. However, I did confess and I even wrote a bulletin on Myspace about it so that the whole world would know the truth. Keeping a secret was taking a toll on me and it was a very heavy burden to carry. I was having chest pains. No one was surprised about me not really being a virgin. I lost my virginity to my ex fiance when I was 28. He was my 1st love and 1st kiss when I was 27...yes, I led a very sheltered life with overly protective parent's.
I have always been a perfectionist. For instance, whenever I would have a paper to write I would continue to revise it until right before it was due. And I was always the last one to turn in a test in college because I would keep writing everything I could think of until time was up.
I like my life to run on a schedule and when things don't go according to plan I get panicky and I will vomit bile and acid because I get so stressed. I'm trying to be more spontaneous. Heather giving me about 30 minutes notice before we go out is a good start.
Ever since my Mom passed away I have to take sleeping pills to go to bed or I can't sleep. And I have to take more then what I should because if not I will not be able to sleep through the night.
I look very conservative, but I am the naughiest person you will ever meet. Yes, it's true that the quiet ones are always the freakiest and kinkiest!
I never liked drinking water until my Mom passed away. She was a water drinker and now I will drink it, but it has to be ice cold and put in the freezer first.
I had my 1st love and 1st kiss when I was 27 and we got engaged. He tattooed my name on his heart. I saw him again over the summer and well you know what happened...
I got high for the first time a few months ago. I had even told my Mom that I was curious about "experimenting." I lived such a sheltered life that even though I am almost 32 I am like a 16 year old when it comes to life experience.
After seeing it in porn and having my heart broken by 3 men back to back I had a girlfriend. However, what I want more than life itself is to be a Wife and Mommy! It wasn't for me and I love men :-)
I can clean other people's houses and vehicles, but it is difficult for me to throw things out in my own home because I'm so sentimental. I get it from my Mom who still has the kleenex she cried in when she found out she was pregnant with me. I am getting better at throwing things out though.
I always wear an angel pin. I buried my Mom with the exact same pin by her heart.
I had alcohol for the first time when I was 28. That year was also when I tried my first cigarette (I am not a smoker, but I tried it), went in my 1st bar, got drunk, watched porn and lost my virginity. Yes, I had all of my firsts with my ex fiance.
All of my favorite movies except for a select few are from the 80's. And I still love the same songs that I liked when I was in middle school. When I find something I like I will stick to it. And I have been known to play the same song over and over and over again.
I am old fashioned when it comes to technology. I got my 1st computer for my 30th birthday and it's a desktop. I don't have a DVD player (except on my computer and I've never tried it), Ipod, MP3 player, digital cable, tivo or a digital camera. I still tape things on my VCR and I don't use the ATM. My Mom was so happy that our car had a cassette player. No, I don't have a CD player in my car. I am catching up though...I got my 1st cell phone a few months ago and now I don't know how I ever went without one. I am really getting the hang of texting!
I fall in love quickly and when I fall I will fall fast and then I get my heartbroken. I always believe everything that a guy says to me. I am way too trusting! Everyone tells me that I'm too nice.
I am the most sensitive and emotional person you will ever meet. My feelings get hurt easily and then I cry.
My parent's both have the same name...Jerry and Gerry.
May 2008 was a very difficult month for me. May 11th was Mother's Day, May 12th was my birthday and May 13th was the 2 month anniversary of my Mom passing away. 3 very tough days all back to back. I got very depressed and had extremely bad thoughts during that time. I will just say I was standing on the bridge and on train tracks... The only thing that stopped me was that I want to be a Mom more then anything and I made my Mom certain promises in the obituary that I wrote for her and I want to continue to make her proud.
The internet has allowed me to reconnect with people from my past who I thought I would never be able to find otherwise. It makes me feel good to find people who remember my Mom. Also I have found people who were not very nice to me in the past. Now that they are adults they have apologized and that means the world to me.
I always thought I would be married with children by the time I was 30. My Mom had me when she was 30. I feel like I'm running out of time! My biological clock is ticking very loudly.
I am not a foot person and I always wear socks. However, I love my feet to be rubbed. I don't like touching other people's feet though. I will do it for people I'm in a relationship with and I always rubbed my Mom's feet.
I can order a cheeseburger at any restaurant that I go to and be happy. And my burgers and steak have to be cooked well done, but not burnt. I like mayo, mustard and ketchup with lettuce, tomato, onion and pickle on my cheeseburgers.
I would much rather go to a buffet then a restaurant anyday. I like the variety!
I am a soda drinker and my favorite soda is Dr. Pepper. However, there is not a soda that I don't like...maybe diet drinks, but I will drink them if I have to.
When I order alcoholic drinks I will never order the same drink twice. I will end up having 10 different drinks and everyone always tells me I shouldn't mix my clears and my darks. I'm forever asking the bartender or waitress what a good shot or drink is. Then they have to get out the trusty bartender's guide.
I constantly get excruciating headaches. I usually have to take a combination of headache medications and powders to get any kind of relief and even then my head is still throbbing.
Over the summer I had a crush on a guy who was a week away from his 18th birthday. What! He was hot and he had originally lied and told me he was 24. We still keep in touch and he always reminds me that now he's legal. Then his super hot girlfriend told me that she is legal. I'm not even going there though!
This may make me sound like a hypocrite, but I am not physically attracted to heavyset men. However, I get offended when a guy judges me by my weight. I don't get mad if someone is not physically attracted to me. You can't force chemistry if it's not there. I would rather be friends with a guy then nothing at all.
