ok.. she is officialy pissing me off.. a week ago she bought a dog, calls me before she does, says Dominic can we please have a puppy, ill take care of it. So of course being the nice guy i am says yes, thats fine, as long as you take care of it.. well i get home today find dog shit, his bag off food, his water dish, and soda split all over my room.. and she was here like 10 mins. before i got home.. oh thats not all.. Monday a friend of mine from the military got home, which im happy to see him home, that is if he would call me and tell me "hey im home, wanna hang out", but no he doesnt why i don't know? 2 Nights ago we are watching a movie SHE wanted to watch.. Shooter.. well he calls and she leaves.. we were happy and cuddling on the couch and she leaves, and says ill be home in 5 mins.. i didn't see her until the next day around 12pm.. Yesterday she came over last night again, and said ill be back tonight, well i called her at 12 when they got out of there movie.. and asked her she said I don't know.. shes 2 fucking blocks away, and says im to tired. BS! well i didn't see her until 730 this morning. she came over for like 10 mins to tell me she is going to Adventure Islands with Him and some other people.. asked her if she will be home tonight, again i get an IDK.. well then like i said she was here 5 mins before i got home.. then i called her when i got here to find out if she is coming back.. Ok me this sounds like she is "sleeping and or messing around with him" if im wrong please do tell me .. He is my so called friend and has yet to tell me hi, or hi im home.. yea im jealous.. and yea im pissed becasue my friend is hanging out with the girl im in love with, and acts like im not even here.. some friend.. WE act like we are going out.. i mean she stays here all the time, we sleep together, we go on dates.. but when i asked her out she said she don't want a BF unless its Grady.. well fuck Grady.. he isn't going to give her another chance and i have yet to get one! I told myself i wont drink a lot anymore.. well tonight.. im drinking myself to death..
