ALL ALONE AND SCARED.. I FEEL SO UNSURE OF.... EVERYTHING.. WHERE I CAME FROM AND WHERE I AM GOING.. AND ALL THAT HAPPENS IN BETWEEN.. I AM AFRAID.. OF WHERE I HAVE BEEN.. OF ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPEND TA ME.. THAT MAYBE I AM NO BETTER THAN HIM.. AND I WANT TA BE.. I DONT WANT TA BE THE KINDA PERSON HE IS.. I DONT WANT TA BE AFRAID.. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TA OVER COME MY FEAR.. I WAS SO HURT.. BRUISED BATTERED TORN.. TA KEEP IT ALL TA MY SELF.. BUT I REALIZE NOW THATS WHAT HE WANTS.. FOR ME TA KEEP IT ALL LOCKED UP.. TA HIDE MY PAIN.. SO I AM LETTING JUST A LITTLE OF IT GO.. AS THESE WORDS FLOW THROUGH.. MY PAIN DOES TOO.. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL UNDERSTAND..
