I found my life
layed on the ground
mingeled with the dirt
just as i was.
I did not look back
to all the soul pain
it stalked me to long.
I only took the good memories
but left everything else
laying to decay.
I stepped out into the fresh air
and once again became me,
no more tears, no more fears,
away with the hate and pain.
I moved on with head held high,
placing a smile over my face of sadness
like a pierot .
Only to reinvent myself
but i stayed lonely and known.
The old days reborn only in a different style
and in the end i realize, that i cant flee
the selfblame inside of me,
but i can forgive myself ... beyond the call of the pain...
