Blakkie Xx Chaotic Vamperv xX's blog: "stuff"

well thankfully i hit the two year mark on being in remission from the multiple myeloma but last week my left eye kept getting blurry so i would add visine to it and it would clear up, then last thursday i woke up and the left eye was completely black i couldnt see amything so i went to the eye doctor and after alot of tests two optomertrists told me that it was like my left eye had a stroke and now it is dead, no vision from it at all, any chance of restoring it are zero to none . so this is defintly a setback and is physically,mentally not to mention emotionally draining. the doctors have ordered more tests to see what caused this so it doesnt happen to the left eye. but im strong and s fighter and i always say you cant keep a good bitch down !!