Hi e1...
Just a note to say I LOVE YOU ALL! and to let you know what is going on in my life...
I am not in the best of health right now...INSURANCE COMPANIES are making sure it will get worse...
as most of you know.. I deal with migraines.. most of the time.. but get BOTOX shots to deaden the nerve from the neck to the brain.
Well, I have an insurance war going on to who may pay my bills on this. Time to hire a lawyer...
I have Rhumatoid Arthritis of the spine based at the neck... With very little spinal fluid at the C 4-6 n degenerative discs at 2-3, 7-8 . In which causes migraines. Well in Dec 06 was in a car accident in which made it worse. Now, Insurances are passing the buck back n forth to make it all worth the mighty buck.
Meanwhile, I will suffer... with pain until things get back on track...
I will not be in fubar all the time...anymore. sorry if I neglect you.. But some days can't seem to see straight enough to walk no less look at the computer screen.. AM SORRY.... ALL I can do is.. do my best..
You all mean alot to me.. But, Its almost time for shots.. but I get a call from my Neurologist saying they are canceling my shot appointment because of lack of payment from the insurance companies. owed to them is over $12,000. These shots are very expensive, they run about $4000.00 a series.
I will be in n out to check messages and try to send my love to you. I can only do what I can do at this point. Somedays sitting here in tears.. wishing I could crawl up in a corner n die. but I try.
With all this pain my blood levels are out of control ( I am diabetic ) and my blood pressure is up.. so that makes more of a problem for me.
I just wanted to say I love you all.. and will come to see you when I can. And when things get back on track.. I will resume what I was doing for you all.. as I could n can..
Will see you all soon I hope.. If not, little by little as I stop in..
I Love you all.. and please love one another for me... as I do you...
I will be back. hugs n kisses..
di
