that crazy mutha fucker actually did it, at 4 am this morning he started his move to texas. part of me didnt think he was actually gonna move. im sad, hurt, pissed off, and happy all at the same time. guess that makes me the crazy mutha fucker huh? well just another lesson learned. everyone keeps tellin me he will be back, he is gonna realize he fucked up , but u know what , i dont think he will, i think they are just tryin to make me feel better . i honestly wish him the best. hope he was right about me finding a guy thats gonna knock me off my so called petestool. its whatever....im numb.
