so my beautiful baby girl turned 3 yesterday! yeah, she is one of the most precious things in my life... Well saturday Aaron and I had her a small party with family at perter piper..I invited her father to the party and never heard anything from him.. well as we were opening presents he walks by the window and i thought WOW he showed, no.. he walked in with his father and brother and as he did muttered something that sounded like oh crap! and walked by went to the counter and then walked right back past us... He didn't stop to say happy birthday or even hi.. well then he texted me and said he was sorry but was late for work.... umm hello but she's your kid and if you cared you could spare a few seconds... He acted as if he was a shamed of her and I don't understand it because she is the sweetest thing ever... i don't even know if his parents know about her or if they do and he just denies her.. which he has never done to my face... but i am over trying to involve him... i told either be there or stay away... and after acting like she means nothing to him i would prefer if he was just that nothing to her... she's the most wonderful little girl ever... her personality is huge and she is gorgeous.. so it seems he made his choice... i just don't understand.. maybe because i love her so much i cant see why he doesn't.. its sad so sad... but she has me.. and i work so hard to make her life complete, and I thank Aaron so much for being there for her... he has stepped up and adores her..and I don't know how to tell him how great that makes him... i guess thats my rant... i still don't get it, but at least i got it out...
