Deja's blog: "Happy endings"

So many thingz r happenin around me leavin me wit choices and shit 2 think about, and it's so stressfull! I'm a person who doesn't try or want 2 hurt somebody, so I constantly think of ways to say what I feel and truly want but I'm so afraid 2 make that person mad or hurt! Everyone says do what makes u happy, and there's alot of diff peeps that make me happy in diff special ways..so that makes it harder. That's why I should just stick 2 my gunz and stay single. ughhhhhhh If anyone else has ever felt like this 2 please write me so I know someone understands

I have mad feelings for someone and I've only been out of a serious relationship for almost 3 weeks. I kinda like the single life cause u don't have that worrying shit and jealousy..but I cannot let this person slip away from me..cause I might not ever get a chance again. So I find myself yet in another choas situation! WTF!!!