one thing about being bipolar is that well sure you got days were your depressed as hell and you just wish that everything would go away but, there is always an upswing...thank god for the upswings!!!! today Im on a upswing!!! Its not even 9am my time and Im blasting the roof off with all my fav songs and old cds! got to love the soundtrack to save the last dance! I think eric is prayin to the gods and goddesses that I stay on a upswing for a little while! because yesterday when the alarm went off I kicked the shit out of him to get him up and this morning I awoke him with kisses so you can see why hes praying......
ok so, I live in a very small town and working and at a convience store you see the same people everyday so, alot of times I dream about these people some are strangers some I've got to know pretty well...because for some odd reason people feel the need to tell me shit about themselves....which for the most part is ok except this one guy feels the need to tell me how he could "pleasure" a woman....now that is TMI!!!! especially when he is looking at my breasts while hes doing it!!!!! Im a no touchie type of person until I really get to know you and he feels the need to lean on the counter and get as close as possible! I've told my manager about this guy so, yesterday he waited on him well this guy was talking to Chris like a normal person he was casual standing there not leaning and of course he wasnt checking Chris out....although it would have been hilarious if he had of Chris would have knocked the shit out of him! and so, anyways Chris pulls the guy aside and tells him that some of us have been complaining about him and that they feel uncomfortable around him and that he needs to quit being so, touchy feely....so, the guy was like ok whatever....well I guess we will see just how he acts today because he comes in two or three times a day....oh and a special note to all the men out there who feel the need to bathe in cologne....DONT DO IT!!!!! ITS NOT HOT!!!!