tdunbar22's blog: "happiness"

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air {Jordin} If I should die before I wake It's cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh {Chris Brown} I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I could make you understand {Jordin} But how do you expect me To live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe {CHORUS} Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That's how I feel whenever you ain't there There's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here I just can't breathe There'a no air, no air No air, air {4x} [Chris Brown] I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground, to flow to you There's no gravity to hold me down, for real {Jordin} But somehow I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I survived I don't know how, but I don't even care So how do you expect me To live alone with just me Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe {CHORUS} Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That's how I feel whenever you ain't there There's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here I just can't breathe There's no air, no air

If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the mornin And throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home [Chorus] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong But you’re just a boy You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand) How it feels to love a girl Someday you wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But you’re just a boy

If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the mornin And throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home [Chorus] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong But you’re just a boy You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand) How it feels to love a girl Someday you wish you were a better man You don’t listen to her You don’t care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you’ve taken her for granted And everything you had got destroyed But you’re just a boy

Lets start out with Love: Is REAL love indescribable? i believe that real love is to powerful to put into words Have you ever been in Love? yes i have What feelings do you get when you know you love someone? they are on your mind all the time you feel happy excited so much desire and passion they steal your breath away there are so many feelings that come with love its hard to explain but when you love someone anything and everything that happens is worth it good or bad because you have them there to support you and be by your side thru it all Ever get sick to your stomach because you love someone so much? Only time i ever got sick to my stomach was when the one i loved would tell me he would be home and then never showed up till next morning it hurt and stressed me out so bad my stomach wouldnt stop hurting Describe in 3-5 words what your description of Love is? passion breathtaking happiness desire elation Is love sometimes misunderstood for care? so many times i believe now a days people rush into saying they love eachother and marriage you cant know over night if your feelings are love or lust you have to be patient and enjoy it all younever know what could come if you dont rush it If you could make someone fall in love with you, who would it be? i dont believe you could ever make someone fall in love with you they say there are 7 types of love in the world and one of those 7 is the person that you are destined to be with each person has a diff off the 7 but its already written in the stars its just a matter of coming across it If Love was a potion what ingrediants would it compose of? trust faith compassion hearnestness honesty communication desire passion spark longing for eachother so many other things Do you tend to enjoy the game of getting someone to love you back? no that is stupid either it happens or it doesnt What age were you when you had your first kiss? 14 Is love worth dying for? i would die for my daughter if it came down to it Is love worth losing everything you currently own? no i dont believe it is been there done that not worth it Is love always enough in a relationship? love is a big part but there are so many things that make a relationship trust communication honesty sex they all play a big role What item you own do you Love the most? WHy? ummmm i dunno really every thing i owned and loved is gone it sucks Is the love for your pets same as the love for your family? not for me but it can be like my grandma her dog is all she has at home A food you LoVe? ummm potatoes lol with garlic sour cream and cheese Someone you love for making life so much easier? my daughter Would life be better or easier if we were all emotionless? no way emotions are what define each person Is black the never ending color of hate? that is the stupidest question ever A law you hate? ummm cant say on here Someone that makes you sick? my ex husband and everything he did to me A food you HATE!!? onions is all Do you sometimes hate the ones you love the most? YES! The argument you hated having the most!!? any argument Something about life that you hate? the fact that i was married and now getting a divorce i thought marriage was special that it lasted a lifetime and that when you got married it was about working together love trust happiness support i was wrong and that sucks A movie you hate? i dunno A band you wish would just SHUT UP? who knows A vegetable you hate? ij love all veggies Something a family member gives you on the holidays that you hate? wen they forget lol A word you despise? SLUT,CUNT, BAD MOM, WHORE, UGLY, FAT I COULD GO ON FOREVER! Something your bf/gf does that drives you crazy? ....................dont know Something a family member does, that drives you crazy? they think they know everything sometimes i know they mean well and i love them sometimes though i dont want an opinion i just want them there for me lol Special Events in your life!! my marriage it was wonderful for about a week my daughter being born the day i met rickey The happiest moment of your life? I dunno anymore nothing really lately but inthe past my daughter being born The funniest thing that happened to you with your friends? o god dont even know where to start lol The nicest thing someone has ever said to you? that i am amazing A school day that actually went well:: What happened? who knows i am 22 now The best date youve been on? describe it:: my best date was actually my honey moon after we said I do we went home changed clothes and went to johnny carinos we had an amazing dinner and then went to the pocket played pool and this shooting game together had a few drinks we were laughing so much so happy then we went home there were rose pettles on the bed and wine and we well ya know all night it was the best and most perfect date i have ever had never had one like it since or before Your best/funnest birthday? What happened? my 22nd we went to bar and partied andn had a wonderful night The best gift someone has ever given you? the only gift i have ever gotten froma guy even though we are in middle of divorce i still wear my necklace he gave me last christmas its so gorgeous it is special to me A time you laughed so hard you peed your pants? what happened? i know it happened but dont remember One of the best memories you have of a loved one? the 6 weeks i took care of my grandpa before he died Best vacation with family::? lake powell Do you get migranes? sometimes Do you get acne? not really soemtimes but never bad Ever been pregnant when you didnt want to be? yes at 15 with my daughter but i dont regret keeping her Have you ever been trapped in an elevator? NOPE Ever accidently caught something on fire in your home? yea the floor i put it out though Has a pet ever ran away? did you find them? YES AND YES Ever watched a loved one die before your eyes? yes my grandpa i miss him and love him so much Ever had a parent walk in on you and your someone doing something naughty? NOPE Your most embarassing moment? o god when my ex husband was rubbing my back and he pressed down and i farted on him first time i ever farted around him lol hahaha Have you ever fell down the stairs? yea sadly i am blonde Ran into a see through door? yes i have done that once Slipped on wet floor? omg that was so embarrassing Ever found soemthing disgusting in your fast food? YES! a piece of plastic Have you ever been diagnosed with something horrible? not really i am healthy Accidently slipped gas in public? once in school Your Absolute Bests! Meal youve ever made? my stuffed chicken and stuffed porkchops, my homemade biscuits and gravy my chilli yummy Thing you have made for someone? FOOD! cards special poems Thing youve done for someone? everything i hate it lol toonice Action made to help someone? been there for them Advice youve given someone? follow your heart Advice youve recieved? follow rule #1 be smart Picture youve drawn? horses Poem youve written? Its called my secret but i write alot Eassay youve written? there are so many i dont remember Time youve ever spent with anyone? all the timespent with my daughter Party youve ever been to? i throw bomb parites Voicemail message youve had? last one was from bill collector lol Phone conversation youve had? umm last one was with rickey Point youve prooven? i dunno Sport you played? volleyball soccer Lets get physical Your best phsyical feature is:? my eyes A creative word to describe the color of your eyes is? gorgeous bright blue Your hair description:: deep chocolate brown What are you most self concious about on your body? my tummy What do you like the most about your body? my eyes What animal do you look most like? i dunno What have you been made fun of for? my clumsyness Lets get REAL phsyical! Would you ever consider sleeping with a celebrity? if channing tatum wanted me i would say hells yea Have you ever cheated or been cheated on? been cheated on the worst ffeelin in the world but never cheated Would you consider a one night stand? NOPE NEVER HAVE! Are you straight, gay or bisexual? STRAIGHT FOR THE MOST PART Are you a virgin? NOPE If you have had sex, where was the craziest/sillest place youve done it? IN A CAR! If your a virgin where do you want your first time to be? N/A Should sex be all about emotion and passion? i believe that is what makes it the best Does the person have to LOve you for you to get in their pants? not necessarily love but have to know someone be dating him for a long while Sex only after marriage? NO WAY! Fasntasys/ fetishes/something romantic involving sex you wish for? mmmmhhmmmmm sex on the beach in the tide under moonlight

My love as I lay upon my pillow and gaze into the light. I wonder how it will be when we first meet for the first time, Will you still love me and want to keep me close to your heart? I wonder how it will be to hold you in my arms, Will you accept me as I am and tell me that you don’t ever want to part? I wonder how it will be to kiss your soft lips, Will you in return kiss me and tell me how you want a brand new start? I wonder how it feels to touch your silky skin, Will you let me and feel the warmth deep within? I wonder how it will be to caress your beautiful face, Will you gaze into my eyes and tell me that I have filled that empty space? All I want is to see you, embrace you, kiss you and if you let me . . . make love to you at a slow pace.

I have been here before but it isn’t the same, He’s genuine, he’s unique it’s hard to explain. Many will profess many things it is true, But this special person is definitely new! He’s been a gentleman through and through since we have met, And I know in my heart this I will continue to get. Respectful and loving it’s hard to believe, To find this gentle man who is caring to me! I dedicate this poem so you know, To a man that my friendship continues to grow. We have not met as yet and may never will, But to meet him would be a fantasy forfilled. So you know, dear new friend I am thinking of you, Can’t wait to hear from you, I miss you I so do. Come back to me dear all safe and sound, To continue the special bond that we found!