Just wanted to say to those out there that think that love is something that doesn't really exsist or that it is a wasted emotion, there really is someone out there for you. I have been through hell and back and when I finally got my divorce from Satan a few years back, the last thing on earth I was searching for was a man! After all the lies and cheating ( I was introduced to his girlfriend as "ummmm, who the fuck are you again? Oh yeah, my old ball and chain.) I never thought about getting into another relationship. I had gone through 12 years of the worst hell I ever thought imaginable. At first I stayed because of my insecurities, thinking that he had to be the one and no one else could love me (as I was told on a daily basis). Then I stayed for the kids (they make a great pawn for a desperate man to use when you have had enough of their BS). Then FINALLY the light bulb went off and out the door I went. When I wasn't looking for love and when I just knew with all of me that love was a joke and that men REALLLLY sucked, in walked my Tex. This man has changed my life in ways I never dreamt of. We have our up's and down's like everyone else but even the down's are not so bad. When you get a man in your life that is secure in himself and loves you for who you really are, it is one of the greatest gifts God could give you. He doesn't have to say I love you because in everything he does he shows it. He bust his ass to provide for us and (my) children are his children...He isn't their "step"dad, he's dad period. I might sound crazy and just in the "puppy love" stage of our relationship but let me tell you, it's been 4 years and everyday we seem to fall deeper and deeper in love. I hope that you all have a chance to find that one person out there that gives you the love and devotion that Tex gives to me....Because to me, I am the luckiest girl in the world!!
