I have always loved Halloween, I think actually more than Christmas. I have had alot of great memories, had alot of fun, and looked forward to yearly traditions. However this Halloween won't be as memorable for me. I ONCE again had fallen in love with the wrong guy, at the time I thought he was the one. Told me he loved me, told my friends he was in love with me, claims his life improved and got better after he met me.
I thought my record of getting hurt was over, but ONCE again....my heart was torn out and stomped on. And alot of others got hurt as well.
A friend of mine (male of course) gave me some advice, he said.."The best way to get over somebody, is to get under somebody else" Just proves how much men and women are different. Why isn't ONE woman enough? Men can just go on, find somebody else...but why is it that Women have a harder time moving on? And not giving others that are interested a chance?
As i think about it, just proves my theory on the fact that women are more sympathetic and emotional...but not meaning that in a bad way.
So instead of going out and enjoying the Halloween weekend,like I used to, I have opted to work ALL weekend, to try to not think about all the fun, dressing up, and parties that MY friends will be attending without me! (Have a great time without me guys, don't choke on any candy corn)..and I Guess someone else will be doing his make-up, and getting him ready for the party!
I have to adjust to not going to certain places that I frequented soo much and met soo many great people, and had the most fun, every weekend.
A little bitter..yeah, hurt....yeah... pissed off...hell yeah!
I Guess the TRICK was on ME!
But none the less......Happy Halloween ALL!
