yeah, okay. so anyone that knows me, knows that i really like to cross-dress... and am discovering girls.
for halloween, my costume was a fallen angel... a male fallen angel, to be more specific. i went all out, or at least as MUCH all out as i could to make myself appear male. well, later that evening at work [yes, i had to work halloween, but i could work in costume, yay!], an old co-worker of mine came in with her two younger sisters, and baby sister. well, i was informed even later that night, that one of the girls, when she first saw me, thought i was a hott looking guy! it totally made my night, especially after...
i had told my mom earlier that day that i would more than likely be out that evening at a friends house or something. i had planned to go over to one of my friends' house, but i forgot directions to get to her house [we recently met, and i never drove to her house, i have a very good idea of where it is though]. so stupid me, i went home to grab directions, said "okay mom, i'm going to ____'s house, just need to get directions." and immediately was told to stay home the rest of the evening. she didn't want me out because "there's little kids walking around, all the weirdos and drunks are out driving, i don't want you getting hurt" so i threw in the suggestion "well, what if _____ came over to pick me up instead? i wouldn't have to drive then." she still shot me down... and i was really pissed off. i have been starting to have a crush on _____ and this was going to be one of the few times i got to hang out with her. so instead, we planned to spend most of Nov. 1st [today] together at her job.
so i got up early, which my mom was bugging me about because i hate getting up early, i love to sleep in during the day, especially since i'm a night owl. i spent almost all day at _____'s job, hanging out with here. since she works in a not very popular store, it isn't too much of a problem for her to have company. so from about 11 to almot 5, i hung out there with her... we chatted a bit, drew some, goofed off... i helped her with inventory [they just got in a large shipment of new books, but there was no invoice enclosed like the boxes said there was]. unfortunately, i work all the rest of the week, so i don't get to see her again until next week more than likely. anyway! last night i had sent _____ a picture i had taken of myself in costume for halloween. to be exact, this picture:
she was drooling over it, saying i looked so much like a boy [that alone made me happy], but then i made a comment that "it would probably be even better if i was a real boy though, huh?" and all she replied was "maybe".. i kept on trying to bug her about what exactly she ment by maybe, but she never told me the night of Halloween. so, today when i met up with her at work, i bugged her about what she meant by "maybe"... two of three times she was 'saved' by either a customer, or a phone call from her boyfriend [*sad*]. finally, when i questioned her one more time, she had to ask what exactly was the original question, so i refreshed her memory of last night, and her final comment, after much time, was "i'm not really sure why i said that." i am hoping.... that she at least likes some girls, since she did admit that she wasn't a lesbian [but lesbian and bisexual are different..., plus she never said she DIDN'T like girls]. but even if she was bisexual, i'd still be out of luck since she has a boyfriend... =/ *sigh*
