Well, Its 3:21am and i cant sleep well. My grandmother has cirvical cancer and its a matter of time before she leaves. I wish there was something i could say or do th make it go away and have her live til shes over 100. She is my biggest fan, one of the people who never gave up on me. Its hard to think about saying goodbye to someone who means so much to me. Who has always been there for those who needed her. After she leaves this world, all ill really have is my closest friends and my sister of whom im close to. My othr siblings and I went really all raised together.....so i dont see too much of them. Enough of my bitching, Goodnight all.
Shawn