Sir Lawrence's blog: "Reflections"

A lady friend of mine passed away.
Before she left this shit world, she left me with a special gift, at another website, we hang out at, the gift was an Angel :'(
Just days after that, she announced she was going in for surgery, but she never returned to our web site, we meet at .
She did know about my health conditions, and called me, her Angel, and she was called ' my Angel ' by me, because she said she'd be my Angel.

I can't say. how deeply heart broken I am. Why do we have to suffer so many tears, I just need a break so bad.
I wish the Lord would just grab me, and take all this pain, and despair away.