I definitely don't want a man to be head over heels for me... But I will turn into a lunatic if he's not.
I don't want him to pine over me and turn into a sap.. But, dammit, I WANT ALL HIS ATTENTION.
How does that country song go.. "Everytime I get what I want, I come unsatisfied.. Good is good but could be better... "
Holy crap, I am a total nutjob.
It really sucks when you come to realize that you have more in common with the new straight-jacket Britney Spears than you do with the old hot bodied one that you used to pray all through high school would gain 100 lbs.
LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!
I don't want to date. I don't want to fall in love.. I just want a man to be there when I call that I can do the couple stuff with. Like sleep with. And go on vacations..
I don't have time for courtship.. I don't have time for feelings..
I just want a relationship where I'm the only woman he's with, he's the only man that I'm with.
We go to work.. We have dinner with the kids. We tuck them into bed.
We have sex.
We wake up.. We send the kids off to their appropriate places.. We meet up for an occasional quickie during our lunch breaks.
We're best friends.
I don't want to date. I don't want to play the games that people play.
I want to cut to the chase.. Have a two income household with his SUV and my 4 door sedan parked in the driveway of our 3 bedroom 3 bathroom house with a nice lawn and a swimming pool in the back.
And a tampoline for him to jump on... Or for me when I'm being a basketcase.
And then once in awhile, I want to play anonymous strangers in a bar and pretend like we're taking home one night stands.
Too much?
Yeah, I was kidding about that anyhow.
Crap... I'm re-reading what I'm writing and I have NEVER written such a load of horse shit before in my entire life.
I am so over it. All of it.
There is no Mr. Right.. There is no faithful men anymore.
And I am so ok with that....
I would SO much rather be alone than stuck in a relationshit with Mr. Wrong.
Mr. Wrong is bad.
Mr. Right is non-exsistent.
