The things I remember
wish I could close the door
try so hard to forget
when everything mattered more
a wall I slowly built
an illusion that I am strong
try to keep them all away
and simply play along
some have seemed to care
but I just run away
no one ever follows
and life stays cold and gray
one big hollow shell
that's all I'll ever be
eaten from the inside
till there's nothing left of me