Ok so my guy friend who was in the military got out of the army 3 weeks ago. which i'm excited about don't get me wrong. I talked to him some the first and second week he was out. This week i haven't heard from him but i also found out he might be visting a friend in new york who is in new york from out of town. Now his fucked up cell phone doesn't work out there and he doesn't have any of his stuff cause it won't get to him till the 13. The reason i'm worried is casue the person he is seeing is a women. Now don't get me wrong i trust Matt. Plus he know a good friend of are has strong feeling for this women, But i also know that if matt is drunk it would be very easy to take advange of him due to the fact that he hasn't had sex in 5 years (well sex in person that is we have phone sex a lot LOL). The reason i'm freaking out is that i'm still not sure what his feeling for me are. When he was getting all his stuff together to get out he was all lovely dovey with me again. we talked on the phone i mean we talked then we had phone sex lol. He would be all kisses and huges and hearts on WOW. Heck he even go possive about me again callin me his and stuff. The last time we talked he kept going you have to come here how long of a drive is it blah blah blah. I'm sure i'm stressing for no reason cause i do that all time but i need to get this stuff off my chest and this is a great place to do it. I hope on the 13 or the day after to see him online again. I have e-mailed him and stuff casue i had to give him a message from his brother in law. I called him yesterday but no on answered the phone cause his dad goes to his girlfriends house on the weekends. Thanks for reading this i feel better typing this out and getting it off my chest ugh.
