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another year comes to an and, and another year starts up a new. Constant things tease to change with the flows of time, but still they remain indifferent to the crash of the waves. They say the hardest part of life is sticking to it, I say the hardest part of life is when to pull the plug. I would like for once where my life followed my plans, and not the plans of the cosmos. Taunting me with delights of the flesh and soul, but yanks them away at a moment's notice. My heart yearns for companionship, buy is feed rations of dried up, out dated M.R.E.s of promises hard to keep. Optimistic reasons to help others, regardless of getting some help when needing it. Constantly running a foul of life's jagged cliff face or small wonders. Harsh winds forcing my sails to run me aground, on an island with nothing for any source of food. Me against the world that I know, the bell just rang, and every one's in the worlds corner. Time for yet another round.
Twisted sharp and deadly, images run through my mind. Hopes of love die as fast as birds fly at the sign of some one approching them. All that matters is that for once I live for myself. I killed off the old version of me to make way for the one that people see now. I am no longer as innocent as people think or believe me to be. It makes me laugh when others look at me and think that I am week and easy to harm. Woe to the person that insits the anger that I keep barried deep with in. Constantly I am yelled at nore so for bottling up my emotions, when I should just let them pour. I wish I could, but I must keep them locked up for the safety of others.

I'm fucked

I'm sick and tired of being single. the gods have forsakken me, leaving me to wollow in the emptiness of my life.
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