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Atmoshpere-Bleed Slow
I think her pony-tails are a little too tight
Because she's alone walking with me in this moon-light
Tonight she fits in my palm
The storm isn't anywhere close to calm
Look I've gone and captured the mortal
Put my face to hers clutched her by the torso
And when the lips touched I inhaled
Didn't matter that she hadn't been kissed much
It's such a shame some have a name
And everyone becomes the same
Can't help but adore each one he's torn
From the pores of the face of the earth's core
This is ones more difficult than the last one
This one had an open window she could ask him
If someday he'll be the one to come and save her
Take her away before she takes her away
Take her away to where she didn't need to go
Life fast, bleed slow
Will he ever know the power of speak
Wouldn't be what it was if the prey wasn't weak
Take a peak into the way I seek
The water for the creek
The daughter of the speak
Slaughter of the meak
The Godly technique
The monster march is to a different beat
She don't love herself no more
Won't be nobody elses whore
No one like him spoke before
Now he's gonna take her to see the seashore
There you can stare at the waves
Be brave, take your place
Your safe slowly
He traces her face with an index fingertip full of hate
Love 'em and leave 'em
Love'em or they leave you
Some see the glow but some glow is see through
As life leaves her body he screams me too
All he ever wanted was to teach you to reach you
Death is the cousin of sleep
Just close your eyes count sheep and breathe deep
Think about the sound of relief that surrounds you
You were already gone before I found you
Live fast, bleed slow
Live fast, bleed slow
The power of speak
DoomTree-Lastcall
Just another story of the CC
Tryin hard to drown on dry land
That way they say is easy
But when day breaks she'll wake on dry land
Theres blood in the water
Money on the table
Poolsharks take the bait
Hook, Line
Sinks her eight ball on the break
She's got that porcelain drunk doll face
And a taste for the girls
Just want a cup of confidence kept confidential
So remember to keep'm coming
Up and up she's rushing orders in order to crush the torture that weights her down
She's cut off then off she goes to cut the corners
Boy she's taken now!
Loud with lust and trust issues
But shes bound to bust into a crush with you
Must have been though a thousand loves that loved to move
And loved to move alone
She loved the story when it started
But the ocean was the author
And the end came as a cold shock
To a pocket full of rocks
And a mouth full of water
She fell asleep with a pen in her hair
Woke with ink on her sheets
She fell asleep with his name in her mouth
Woke with an ache in her teeth
Both soles of her feet still wet
Third time this week she's dreamnt of a drowning death
Drowning death......!
She was baptized in bourbon
She would capsized for certain
Took a pull of the bottle
Wrote a note in her careful cursive and let go
Of love letter written in ash and broken English
Its better to let the message alone....
They say everything floats but it don't
Bottle broken nd we sink like stones
Angel fallin starboard into her drink
Last call comes qucker than she thinks
The water weighted her wings
Feathers like an anchors and she..
Let go of a ghost and a burden
They float so close to the surface
She knows, knows......
Better than betting that heaven is sending a life boat now
There's no use in charting courses
The current forces where the small ships go
And it's always the same fortune
Pulling petals off the compass rose
She's cut off, off the cut
Cut down , down enough
Couldn't amount to much
wouldnt allow to love
But the water weighted her wings
Fathoms pass by in a blink
Like a fish out of water
Thats pumping music through her gills
Don't touch or you'll ruin the reef
Catch what your willing to keep
Like a fish out of water
Like a fish out of water
Like a fish out of water
Like a fish out of water
Pumping music through her gills
Video Games
She got a condition of the heart
A heart condition
So as a kid she had to adapt to smarter living
Not much room to rebel because of health
no drugs, no booze, just kiss and tell
well known on the scene
jailbait queen
had the first baby barely eighteen
father of the child was after one thing
when the daughter came the dad was unseen
it don’t matter he aint got a job
so she had to go to work and leave the baby with her mom
second shift till the neck is stiff
but she worked it and built her own nest to live
soon after that baby’s daddy slash lazy bum
with no cash he want to come over and crash
he want to play his part
so she let him move in to that garden level apartment
she knew better—she did it anyways
explain better when your trying to see some better days
the suns up catch those rays
butterfly style who’s got chase
chorus:
but she still dreams after she woke
tight hold on that hope
sometimes it can seem so cold
do what you got to do to cope
Two years later two months pregnant
Same daddy same broke ass situation
This time the doc said that her heart might break
Praise god that the job got her health benefits straight
she believes in the right to choice
but she loves baby girl and she wants a boy
makes more now a days on the day shift
balance that with night class
take some time and space and make it all fit
the apartment they now live in is overcrowded
raised her voice and made her point
told that boy go get employed
he put on his best shirt
said he wasn’t coming back till he gets work
she knew what that part meant
so she swept every piece out that apartment
peace out keep out
take the scenic route
rather only have to feed three mouths
she adapts to everything know
and nobody asks what she dreams out
Little girl was the first reason to breathe
And the little man was the first man she believed in
She gotta live right and do right by self
She do for self she don’t want your help
Afraid of being alone
But fear aint enough to knock her off of that stone
Gonna make that home her home
with or without a man that she can call her own
big boss at work is anxious
continues to hand her the wrong advances
she passes the test
she knew the answers
quit the job to go take a chance
with life
this is life we all scream
while we pray for dollars and we work for change
its all the same, we all struggle
sometimes you gotta say fuck you
when you smile and she doesn’t return it
give her room and don’t disturb it
if it makes it hurt less to curse and fight
go ahead and hate the world girl you’ve earned the right