Well in October just next month my baby girl will be 5 year's old and it scare's me. Brandi is growing up so fast, she just missed the deadline for going to school this year and i am very happy that i have her one more year before she goes to school.
Now here is the question...how do i keep her little and to stop growing up ?? I know, i know i can't stop that from happening but it feel's like she was this tiny little baby that i rocked her to sleep and i just blinked my eye's and BOOM she is 4 going to be 5 very soon and i'm scared that i'll blink my eye's and she will be a teenager and another blink and she'll be an adult and won't need me anymore.
That basically is my biggest fear that when she grow's up she won't need me anymore so i just want to keep her young so that she will need me. I love her so much and she is so beautiful and my angel, and a beautiful and happy personality and i am gratefull everyday that i have her i just hope that she will alway's need me and that when she does grow up that she will realize that. :)
Still feel's like just yesterday she was a newborn and oh so small. :)
