have you ever wondered, like I am doing, just how much you can do, what you can do. I am about to find out, its March 21st, and in exactly 30 days, I leave my home and head to Fort Jackson. Yes, I joined the army, thru the national guard, but I still joined, three years full active, then the weekend stuff.
Ok, I had been in a relationship, for fifteen years, fifteen. my oldest daughter was my 21st birthday present, she was born two days before my birthday. Its a bit rough, cause all those things that people did when they were young, I was chasing toddlers. So this is my time. My girls are proud as hell of me, they have let me know this, but its not going to be easy at all.
But I am trying, striving, and making people understand how I can walk away from the world I knew, to try and find another, to make another one, this time, standing on my own two feet, without someone with thier hand on my shoulder, learning all the things I can do, being prepared to fall on my ass if I have to, but getting back up.
I am scared, yeah, but I am excited too. I cant wait to go, and no one really gets it, but me. LOL,, I guess that's who is supposed to get it huh.
