i drive truck for a living and it is hard to find someone for me to trust with my heart. it is may the 31st 2008 at about 1:30 central time.earleir this evening i was chatting with my fiancee and we was doing the cybersex thing and i had told her that as i was in the truck stop taking a shower i was thinking about her and well my thoughts led to one thing and another and well you figure out the rest of the shower.as we ws doing the cybersex thing i got to hurting a little and told what i had done in the shower and said and i quote "for some reason it was a little more intense for me in the shower as i thought about you nd i dont know why." well that stirred up the bee hive! she accused me of having another woman in the shower with me.told me hope it felt good and i hope you used a rubber. she accused me of cheating on her.that really hurt me.i have never cheated on no one b4 in my entire life.but to here wods like that come out of the mouth of someone you love deerly really hurts.what should one do.is there trust there?the answer is no!htere is no trust from her and i think it is because it is where people have labeled me as a cheating truck driver.i know what its like to have been cheated on my ex-wife done so for our whole relationship.its hurts to know these things about someone you are supposed to spend the res of your life with but when the table s turned and you are accusd of doing it knowing ur not its a whole new ball game.i sypathise with all the good people on here who drive truck,journeyman,travel for business its hard to come home and wonder if the person you love trust you or not.i love my job.it lets me travel and see the country but i has its down falls as well like anyother job that requires travel.for all the good people pn here men and women alike,if you have someone in your life that travels for there job and is gone from home like i am give them your heart and soul and let them know that you trust them with everything in you.dont accuse them of something just on heresay and by words and comments they say on the phone or im like i had tonite.if you truely love them then there will be no doubt what so ever
i hope this helps people out there like me
and i hope everyone a good life
