Well I don't know what the fuck to think anymore I guess I am piece of shit I can't do shit right but all fucking well I am just being myself that is all I am gulty of. I was at this party I guess it was my flaut on how I acted and I remeber what was going on and I don't relcall acting like really stpuid or anything and I was being me and I am don't relcall falshing anyone I am load I am gulty of that but other than that I guess it is your problum so fuck you thank God for Metal music to cheer me up.