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WELL I GUESS I NEED TO FINESH THE IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME SECTION OF MY BLOG.SO HERE I GO....WHEN I LAST BLOGED I WAS WITH SOMEONE AND I WAS HOPPING HE WAS THE RIGHT MAN FOR ME AND MY KIDS,WELL HE WASNT IN FACT HE HURT ME SO BAD IT WASNT FUNNY.BUT I SURVIVED AND HAVE MOVED ON SINCE THEN I MEET THE MAN I ENDED UP MARRYING AND WOW WAS THAT A MISTAKE.SEEMS HE WAS LIEING TO ME THE WHOLE TIME WE WAS MARRIED.HE TOLD ME I WAS THE ONLY ONE,WELL HE HAD A FEW FEMALES HE WASSTRINGING ALONG AND NO THE DIDNT KNOW HE WAS MARRIED.HE TOLD ME ON MY BIRTHDAY APRIL 22,2010 THAT HE HAD BEEN HAVING SEXUAL FANTASYS ABOUT MY 17 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER,WHAT A GIFT RIGHT.SO SHE MOVED OUTA THE HOME PREGNATE AND WENT BACK TO LIVE IN THE HOME OF HER REAL MOTHER WERE DRUGS AND ALCOHAL AND ABUSE ARE.HURT I TRYED TO MOVE ON,BUT THINGS GOT WORSE.HE WAS GETTING ONLINE AND DOING THINGS WITH WOMAN AND MY DAUGHTER CAUGHT HIM,HE WAS MEETING THEM OUT WHILE I WAS AT WORK.AND HE NEVER WOULD GET A JOB THE WHOLE TIME HE FINALY TOLD ME IT WAS CAUSE HE WAS SCARED ID DO SOMETHING HE WOULD NOT KNOW ABOUT.EMAGION THAT HE WOULDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING.ANYWAY THING GOT WORSE DAY BY DAY HE LIED TO HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME AND HIS MOM WOULD COME JUMP ME IN MY OWN HOME.HE WOULD TELL ME HE WANTED TO BUY ME SOMETHING SPECIAL AND IN THE SAME BREATH ASK FOR THE MONEY OKAY NOW IM NOT SURE BUT I THINK THAT MENT HE WANTED ME TO BUY ME SOMETHING HE PICKED OUT...HE WOULD TALK SHIT TO ME ABOUT MY FAMILY AND TELL ME HOW SORRY THEY ARE AND WELL HIS WASNT SO GREAT AT ALL.SO I GOT SICK OF IT I FILED FOR DIVORCE AND HAD HIM SERVED..FUNNY THEY SERVED HIM ANDHE CAME OVER TO MY HOME AND HANDED THEM TO ME I SAID DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIS IS HE SAYS NO I TOLD HIM DIVORCE PAPERS AND HE SAID" WILL YOU HELP ME FILL THEM OUT SO I DO IT RIGHT" HELL YES I WILL I WANT YOU OUTA MY LIFE FOR GOOD.DONT GET ME WRONG THIS HAS MADE ME A STRONG WOMAN AND SHOWN ME I DO NOT NEED A MAN TO DEFINE WHO I AM.ANYWAY SO NOW I AM MOVING BACK TO TEXAS TO BE WITH FAMILY AND SEE IF THAT REAL SPECIAL MAN WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A LADY IS OUT THERE.MY LIFE HASNT BEEN EASY BUT I AM STRONG AND HAVE WILL POWER TO MOVE FORWARD AND I HAVE SOME WOUNDERFUL FRIENDS THAT KEEP TELLING ME I AM A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT THAT I AM SEXY AND LOVEING AND CAREING AND THAT SOMEONE WILL WANT ME JUST TO HOLD ON TO THE DREAM AND PRAYERS.I DONT THINK I AM PRETTY OR SEXY OR BEAUIFUL AT ALL BUT I AM ME AND I LOVE WHO I AM AND I AM PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE AND OF MY CHILDREN THEY ARE MY WORLD AND WITHOUT THEM MY WORLD WOULD BE DARK AND GRAY.SP FOR THE ONES WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME AND KNOW ME THE REAL ME I LOVE YOU AND FOR THE ONES WHO ARE QUICK TO JUDGE ME AND LEAVE NASTY COMMENTS ON Y PICS AND HAVE YOUR FRIENDS DO THA SAME YOU COULD TAKE TIME TO NOT BE SO SELF ABSORBED AND GET O NOW THE PERSON YOUR MAKING FUN OF OR TALKING SHIT ABOUT THEY MIGHT BE GREAT PERSON ON THE INSIDE EVEN IF THE OUTER SHELL ISNT PERFECT.MAYBE YOUR UNHAPPY IN YOUR LIFE AND BITTER AND IT MAKES YOU LASH OUT WELL I WILL PRAY FOR YOU ALL AND ASK GOD TO MAKE YOU SEE YOUR WAYS AND HOW YOUR HURTING PEOPLE.WELL THIS IS IT THE STORY OF MY LIFE THUS FAR..BORING I KNOW.ILL ADD MORE AS I GO THROUGH MY LIFE....AS OF MAY 7,2011 I AM A HAPPY FU WIFE OF SATANS BEST FRIEND HES A WOUNDERFUL MAN MY MARIN HES SHOWN ME MEN ARE NOT ALL THE SAME AND I AM HONORED TO BE HIS FU WIFE.AND I AM HONORED TO B E VERY CLOSE GOOD FRIENDS TO HIS REAL LIFE FIANCEE SHE IS A GREAT LADY WITH A HEART OF GOLD..I LOVE YA NAUGHTY!!! TILL LATER GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND HAVE FUN.

WELL LET ME START BY SAYING I AM JUST ME A DOWN TO EARTH,LOVING ,CARING PERSON.WHEN I WAS 12 MY PARENTS LEFT ME,I CAME HOME AND THEY HAD UP AND MOVED LEFT ME ALONE IN THE HOUSE.I WENT TO SCHOOL AND FINESHED.I MET A MAN OR SHOULD I SAY BOY AND WE DATED A LONG TIME AFTER A FEW YEARS TOGATHER HE BEGANE TO BEAT ME ALL I DID WAS GO TO WORK AND HOME I GOT HOOKED ON DRUGS BADLY.I DID THEM TO STAY NUM FOR THE BEATINGS.YOU ASK WHY DID YOU STAY WELL BEING YOUNG AND NOT KNOWIN ANY BETTER IT WAS HARD,I TRIED TO TELL PEOPLE AND THEY CALLED MY A LIER.AT 19 I WAS STILL A VIRGIN BUT THAT CHANGED CAUSE A MAN I THOUGHT WAS MY FRIEND RAPED ME.WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GO TO COURT HE BLEW HIS BRAINS OUT.I FINESHED SCHOOL THEN WENT TO GOLLAGE,I DID THE DRUGS THROUGH COLLAGE,BUT I GOT A DEGREE IN TEACHING AND NURSING AND I AM A CHEF AND I HAVE A DEGREE IN BUISNESS MANAGEMENT.AT AGE 26 I GOT TIRED OF THE ABUSE AND I GOT OUT.MY MOTHER BEING A PREACHER INTRODUCED ME TO A MAN THAT WAS AT THE TIME VERY KIND AND CARING.I WALKED AWAY FROM ALL THE DRUGS AND NEVER LOOKED BACK.BUT THE MAN WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY HUSBAND AND PROTECT ME AND MY SON GOT WORSE,I HAVENT TOLD ALOT OF MY LIFE SO BARE WITH ME.I HARDLY STAYED AROUND THE MAN WHO WAS MY HUSBAND BECAUSE OF THE ABUSE I WORK NOONSTOP TO SUPPORT HIM AND MY SON AND MYSELF.I WAS CONCERNED FOR MY SON SO I SENT HIM TO A SITTER,THAT SOB NEVER WORKED AFTER WE MARRIED.THE ONE TIME HE KEEP MY SON HE WAS LIKE 2 AND HE WAS SENT OUTDOORS WITH THE PIT AND ROT WE HAD AND THEY WAS EATIN AND THEY ATTACKED MY SONS FACE.FROM THAT POINT HE NEVER KEPT MY SON AGAIN.WHEN HE WAS 3 AND A HALF I HAD MY DAUGHTER,WELL THE ABUSE GOT WORSE.I FINALLY GOT AWAY FROM IT BUT I HAVE RAISED MY CHILDREN ALONE FOR THE LAST 11 YEARS NOT A MAN IN MY LIFE DUE TO THE ABUSE I WAS AFRAID TO LET ANOTHER INTO MY LIFE.I HAVE LIVED THROUGH CANCER,I ALMOST DIED,THE KEMO ALONE ALMOST DONE ME IN,MY SON TOOK CARE OF ME BEFORE SCHOOL,WHEN HE CAME HOME HE TOOK CARE OF ME AND I STILL WORKED AND CLEANED AND COOKED,I WAS A MOM FIRST AND FORM MOST.BUT I MA HERE AND I AM MUCH STRONGER.SO IF I SEEM STAND OFFISH TO YOU THAT IS WHY.BUT KNOW I AM A VERY CARING PERSON I LOVE ALL,I HAVE A HUGE HEART AND IT GETS USED ALOT.BUT I AM HOPING THAT THE MAN IN MY LIFE NOW WILL BE THE RIGHT ONE.WE ARE OFF TO A GREAT START.HE ISNT ABUSIVE AT ALL AND HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME ALL THE TIME,SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS.THANKS FOR READYING THIS.
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