Frozen By Fear
The Little Engine That Could was a story that inspired many of us as
children. The story tells of a small train that was faced with a steep
climb up a very large hill. Half way up the hill the little engine
started to feel as though it was an impossible task. Fear set in.
"Will I make it?" the train wondered. "What if I don't? What if I run
out of steam before I make it? What if I'm not equipped with a strong
enough engine to handle this?"
The fear grew inside as his speed slowed with the climb. Soon he
crawled
to a stop. "I can't make it," he thought.
He was gripped with fear, paralyzed by it. Then things got even worse.
He was now slipping backwards. His fear was now his reality. The top of
the hill was out of his reach and he would never make it. As he slid
backwards he yelled out, "I don't want to fail!"
Then something inside him changed. In truth he really did want to be on
the top of the hill, not forever stuck at the bottom to live in its
shadow. Fear was replaced with determination, drive, and a desire to
make it to the top. With all he had in him he focused on summoning the
power he needed to stop the backward slide.
And he did it! He was now holding his ground on the hill. His
excitement
deepened his determination. Up the hill he began moving, ever so
slowly,
pulling the weight of the entire train behind him. He looked up toward
the top of the hill and held clear in his mind the vision of making it.
He became even more determined and that made him feel stronger. His
confidence grew and he picked up more speed. The train didn't feel so
hard to pull now. He felt great strength within himself that he hadn't
known before; strength he had never needed before now. As he neared the
top of the hill he felt unstoppable. He knew he was going to make it!
He did it! The little ol'train made it to the top of the hill and
congratulated himself. It felt great to be at the top. Filled with joy,
confidence and a passion for life he looked down the tracks eager to
continue his journey. He saw another hill - bigger than the last! A big
smile came over his face; for he truly understood there is no end to
the
hills! This filled him with a deep sense of peace and humility. He then
further realized that the journey and the destination are one and the
same.
He wondered how was it that at the half-way point he felt so overcome
with the task and yet it was in him to make it. He was strong enough.
Could it have been that as his fears grew, his thoughts were consumed
with the vision of not making it? Failure almost became his reality. It
was when he changed his focus - alerted his perspective - that he felt
powerful. In fact, it seemed the more he believed in himself the
stronger he felt, and the easier the climb became. His new focus became
his new reality!
He admired just how powerful his thoughts are and he never took them
for
granted again. He became aware of his thoughts and he used them to go
places he always wanted to go!
Remember: You are the conductor of your own train on the tracks of life
and you are strong enough to go places you want to go. Don't let a
little hill stop you - choose the reality you wish to create, not the
one you're afraid might occur. Soon enough you'll be able to say just
like the little engine, "I know I can!"