well sometimes when you think you finally fine a friend and you always are there to help them out when they need it, then when you need help you find out your so called friend is way to busy for you. They call when they need something and you jump.Well I guest I just really wish I had a good friend so I just keep on jumping. It makes me sad sometimes to think I've gone though life all these years basically alone no one to turn to when I need a shoulder to cry on, one to hang out with when I'm lonely. Guess my life just wasn't meant to have a real friend in it. just feeling the pressure of yet another I need from my friend.
