K, here's the thing, I walk...ALOT (tryin to make my ass smaller so I can be all sexy n shit) and I think ALOT when I walk...well, this morning I was thinkin bout everything that happened in 2006 & how happy I am that this years almost over with. Most people only do resolutions with the New Year...I look back and find the things I learned...so here's some random shit for ya'll...
I finally made a resolution and saw it through! It was to lose 50lbs. Well...I lost a lil over 90lbs. and I'm pretty fuckin proud. I have collarbones, OK, well I always had them but now you can see them! Now I'm almost hot n shit lmao...
Along with MY weight loss...2 other chicks lost ALOT of weight. And what's funny is even if they wont admit it...the 3 of us did this merely to piss each other off. I'll admit, Toni started losing weight and was about my size at the time, no way in Hell was I gonna let her get smaller than me! LMAO Petty but true! I'm sure Kim saw how lil Toni & I were getting and had the same thought LMAO! BUT....what's cool is that we've all done it. Toni & Kim were beautiful before...now they really feel it. So...I guess lesson learned...tell each other you CANT and you'll all make it happen.
Shanna & Katherine have been through alot this year with the whole divorce thing. But, they're doin better. Kitty's doin amazing in daycare and is almost potty trained, NO MORE POOPY PANTIES!!!!! We have "potty parades" when she goes on her own without one of us askin her if she has to go potty. Also found out this year that she has asthma. It's not bad, only time it really acts up is when she just gets too excited playing. Shanna is having a hard time still with her Dad, what an asshole, she's such an amazing young woman and he doesnt even care. His loss. My "Dad" took off when I was lil so I kinda feel what she's goin through. But I had my stepdad there for me, she had Josh but he fucked that up. Now that things have calmed down a bit and Josh and I arent trying to kill each other he's still there for her. Which I'll have to admit is really cool of the bastard. I love my kids so much. I couldnt imagine a life without them. I dont think I ever would've made it to see 28 yrs old if it had not been for them. I thank God everyday for my babies. Just to have the honor of watching them grow and learn and become thier own lil people. I wonder what I did in a past life to get so lucky lmao.
I learned that it's OK to act goofy...it's OK to dance in your PJ's with your kids...it's OK to watch Saturday morning toons and let the dirty dishes and the laundry go for a few hours...it's OK to laugh to keep yourself from crying...and it's OK to cry for no real reason...clean out your "friend closet" every now and then, you'd be surprised how many worthless people you've been keeping around...little bit of drama is good every now and again, but making it your way of life is pathetic...the butterflies were worth the broken heart that followed...(for all the Mom's...) take a bubblebath once a week, let the kids figure it out on thier own...never say that you regret something, at the time it was what you wanted...and last but not least...Pray every now and then, it does the soul good.
OK...now...resolutions for 2007
1. Lose the rest of this weight lmao
2. Finally leave Charlotte and make a better life for my kids & myself.
Ya'll have a safe & happy holiday. PLEASE dont drink & drive and if you're throwin the party...take thier keys!!! God Bless
