SO MUCH TOO MUCH.IT FILLS ME LIKE AN OVER INFLATED HELIUM BALLOON. BUT I CAN'T FLOAT AWAY.I MUST SIT WITH IT. SUFFER THROUGH IN DAY IN AND DAY OUT. NOT TRUE . I ALLOW MYSELF TO SUFFER, IN THE NAME OF LOVE. WHAT A FARCE. I CALL IT LOVE BUT WHAT IS IT REALLY? SOME SICK NEED FOR VALIDATION, WHICH I DON'T GET ANYWAY? I AM WORTH MORE . I AM BETTER THAN THIS! FUCK HIM!!!!!!! FORTUNATELY THERE IS KARMA AND SHE HAS NO FAVORITES.